Friday, October 31, 2025

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Friday, October 31, 2025

Friday night.

This morning my friend Gary took me to a few places, here is a list of where we went in order of when we went there:

McDonald's

711

Speedway

Five Below

Wendy's

Publix

McDonald's

I was able to get a bunch of stuff for free today.

I had breakfast at McDonald's.

I walked down to the other houses and talked with the people down there including my friend Chris who was moved from the house across the street down to house #3. Chris I played Uno and a card game called Speed. I tried my best to teach him speed.

My friend Julie is coming up tomorrow...


Thursday, October 30, 2025

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Thursday, October 30, 2025

Tomorrow's Halloween.

My friend Gary is taking me to a few places in the morning. My friend Julie is coming up to take me places on Saturday. Sunday I'm going church.

It's the end of another month.

Tonight I found out I won...



Wednesday, October 29, 2025

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Wednesday, October 29, 2025

I'm writing this because I'm asking for help. I'm also writing this so that there's clarification as to the help I need. I'm also writing this because people have a tendency not to hear me.

I'm not sure if you can help me alone but that's why I'm writing this to as many people as I can think of.

My current situation:

I'm in DSS custody in a facility called ruby Donald in Greenville County South Carolina. In June I was removed from my home. I've had money and all of my possessions stolen from me.

I was first placed in the hospital ER in Columbia after being removed from my home in west Columbia. I was then taken to this facility after spending over 2 weeks in the ER.

I'm confined to this facility with no support. I was removed from my home where I had plenty of food and a support system that I had established over the past few years. I no longer have the things that helped me cope with things.

I need freedom and I need support. I don't need being confined to a facility without support. I do not need medication.

I'm Autistic with ADHD and PTSD from trauma and sexual trauma.

All of my life I've been ignored. I have been bullied and teased. I haven't been seen. I was only diagnosed last year because someone finally noticed me.

When I was first placed here I thought my only option was to live here in Greenville south carolina because no one talked to me about my options and people have lied to me since the first day I was removed from my home.

I've decided to move back to California to live somewhere familiar to me and a place with more resources for me.

I'm Trans-Nonbinary, Queer. I'm not comfortable or safe in the state of South Carolina.

I'm open to several locations in California in regards to housing. I'm currently waiting for SSI which I applied for in February. I'm also waiting for Medicaid and Medicaid waivers.

My primary desired location to move is north hollywood.

I'm open to other areas in Los Angeles county and some areas in ventura county like the town of ventura.

I do not have much in regards to possessions to move.

Being confined here has not been good for my mental health.

Since being removed from my home I have not been able to take the vitamins I once took. I had a few days worth of vitamins but they were taken by the staff here.

I keep asking for the things I need to improve my health and mental health but no one hears me.

I only have one person who comes and signs me out of this facility but he's not in good health. He mostly takes me to church. Today he's having a health issue so I'm stuck here today.

One thing I know is that I need some sort of temporary housing in California because I have to be physically in California to begin receiving services.

I don't have much in funds. I do have a SNAP balance to pay for food. I believe there's a church that has offered to help me getting to California.

Once in California I will need help with other things like getting the metro ez pass and a California identification.

I'm writing this because I need as much help and support as possible because I have no family to turn to for anything.

I'm not going to list all of my support needs because I don't know them all. I do know that I need a large amount of support. One thing I don't need is being confined, held prisoner in a facility like the one I'm currently being held.

I have no idea what is currently being done for me.

I hope that you will be able to help in any way that you can and forward this to anyone else who could help me.

I'm trying to remember the things I need to mention here but I'm afraid that I may not think of everything.

I need help in several areas including recreation and socializing.

I have several areas of interest that help me cope but at the moment I don't have the means to pursue them because all of my possessions were stolen.

My interest include but not limited to:

Video gaming

Photography

Filmmaking

Lego

Funky pops

Train sets

Squishmallows

Books

Dvds and blu-ray

Bike riding

Board games

Camping

Music

Learning to play the drums

My hope is that the right person and people will hear me and help me.

Thank you for your help.

Jason


Tuesday, October 28, 2025

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Tuesday, October 28th, 2025

Tuesday night.

It's been a long day.

I've been anxious and overwhelmed about how much longer I will be held captive in this facility.

I've been here too long already...

Monday, October 27, 2025

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Monday, October 27, 2025

It's been a long day. It's Monday night.

I'm wondering how much longer I will be here in this facility.

I miss my mom. It's strange the thought of her not being there. I wish I could have her back.

I'm thinking about life after this place and I'm anxious about all of the details that I don't know...

Sunday, October 26, 2025

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Sunday, October 26, 2025

Sunday night. First day of a new week. I've been here the weekend because my friend Gary had a health problem.

This morning I wrote an email about asking for help with my move to California and other things. I sent it to organizations and churches in California. My hope and prayer is that something good comes from me sending the email. My hope and prayer is that the people who received the email can help me and they will forward the email to other people who can help me.

I forgot that my paramount account was canceled when I canceled my Walmart plus account..

Saturday, October 25, 2025

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Saturday, October 25, 2025

Saturday night.

I was planning to attend Spartanburg Pride today, but my friend who was driving me there is having a health problem. I won't be able to go to church in the morning or attend the Greenville FBC LGBTQ meeting tomorrow evening. I will watch my church in North Hollywood on FB live tomorrow.

I'm tired of not being able to go anywhere when I want. I'm tired of being stuck here...


Friday, October 24, 2025

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Friday, October 24, 2025

Friday night.

My plans for this weekend have changed. I won't be able to go anywhere this weekend because my friend Gary is experiencing a health problem.

I'm tired of being confined here.

Thursday, October 23, 2025

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Thursday, October 23, 2025

Today I've been thinking about my move back to California and locating a place to live temporarily until I can get my services. I have to be there in California physically before I can receive services there so I need a place to live there prior to receiving services.

I need help obtaining a temporary place to live. I have a large balance on my SNAP that I should be able to utilize when I first get to California.

I watched a show on Netflix today called Boots...

Wednesday, October 22, 2025

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Wednesday, October 22, 2025

Wednesday night.

The Christ Chapel of the Valley Bible study on Zoom is tonight.

I've been walking more.

I need to find temporary housing in California while waiting to receive services. I have to physically be there to receive services.

I'm hopeful about moving back to California soon. I'm still waiting for my benefits...

Tuesday, October 21, 2025

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Tuesday, October 21, 2025

Tuesday night. I have the neurodivergent trans longue support group on Zoom tonight.

I've walked several times today. I exercised some in my room today.

I'm watching a movie on Amazon.

I don't know what I'm doing tomorrow...

Monday, October 20, 2025

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Monday, October 20, 2025

Monday night.

I made a dentist appointment for November. I called about my life insurance. I won't have as much money as I had anticipated.

I watched the first few episodes of Your Friendly Neighborhood Spider-Man with my new friend Chris who lives across the street from me.

I've started using an app that tracks my walking and other things that earn points towards a gift card. I walked over 8,000 steps today.

I'm wondering how much longer it'll be before I move back to California...

Sunday, October 19, 2025

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Sunday, October 19, 2025

Sunday night.

I went to New Day church this morning. Before church we went by Burger King and McDonalds. At burger King I got a free frozen coke and a free orange juice. At McDonald's I got a free steak egg and cheese biscuit. I also received a free caramel frappe and a free orange Fanta soda.

After church I used 15$ in reward vouchers at Best Buy to get JBL earbuds for a lower price. 10$ of the vouchers I won playing the McDonald's monopoly game.

We went to Walmart. I bought a bag of assorted halloween chocolate.

We went to First Baptist church Greenville for a picnic. Gary remained in the car because he wasn't feeling well. They picnic consisted of: a pulled pork sandwich, macaroni and cheese, Cole slaw, baked beans, lemonade, and a cookie.

Today was a good day...



Saturday, October 18, 2025

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Saturday, October 18, 2025

Saturday evening.

I'm watching an old movie on Amazon.

I didn't do much today.

I'm tired somewhat.

Tomorrow is church and a church picnic.

I don't know what else I'm this new week which begins tomorrow.

Friday, October 17, 2025

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Friday, October 17, 2025

Friday evening.

I'm sitting here thinking about my time here. I've been here 4 months. At first I thought I hated being in this facility but I realized that it was something else. I was anxious and overwhelmed because I didn't have my normal routine, my normal life, the things that I would normally do and the places I would normally go.

My DSS caseworker took me to the DMV. I was there for an ID. I should have the ID within a couple of weeks.

She took me to Walmart and bought me a few things I need...


Thursday, October 16, 2025

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Thursday, October 16, 2025

Thursday.

My AbleSC person came out today. We talked for about an hour. She emailed two places in California concerning housing. We looked at my SSI status on the website. It's taking so long for my benefits to be approved.

I made a new friend here at the facility. He is in a house across the street from me. His name is Chris.

I walked several times today. I need to exercise more.

Tomorrow morning my DSS caseworker is coming up.

I'm anxious about what is happening and what will happen next...


Wednesday, October 15, 2025

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Wednesday, October 15, 2025

Wednesday evening. I've been watching shows on Hulu. I watched new episodes of a couple of series. One of the shows was the series High Potential which I would watch with my mom when she was alive.

I browsed a few of the shows on my continue watching list on Hulu and I was reminded of watching those shows with my mom. It's very strange not having her anymore. She was so much to me. I miss her each day.

My person from AbleSC is coming by for a meeting tomorrow. We're going to talk about finding housing in California. My DSS caseworker is coming up Friday for a meeting about housing.

I'm looking forward to moving back to California but I'm going to miss living here and being in Greenville. I'm going to miss the people I've met and know here. I already miss the people I knew in the Columbia area.

Sunday is another church picnic.

I've won a few items today from playing the McDonald's monopoly game for free. I also won a free month of Peacock. I'm wondering when the exercise bike I won will arrive.

I don't know why but I haven't been receiving my mail here. When I do receive mail here it's very late in arriving.

I'm feeling better than I have in a long time.

Tuesday, October 14, 2025

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Tuesday, October 14, 2025

It's been a minute since I posted.

I'm planning to post on a daily basis again.

I was given a pill for depression. It made me sick from side effects. I've stopped taking the pill. I'm starting to feel better.

I've been talking with my caseworkers and others helping me about my move back to California. I believe there's progress being made. I'm still waiting on my benefits but I'm working on my move back to California. The one thing of several things I need to figure out is temporary housing in California while waiting to get services in California.

I have a SNAP balance that I believe I could utilize in California for groceries.

I've been thinking about my move back to California. I've considered why I need and want to move back to California.

I went to an apple orchard today with

Monday, November 17, 2025

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