Saturday, May 31, 2025

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Saturday, May 31, 2025

I went to one place this morning. I had planned on going somewhere else today but I didn't feel like going anywhere. I took naps while watching the final season of Big Mouth.

I'm going somewhere tomorrow evening.

I was offered an interview for a job at a retail furniture store but I had to decline because of the distance to the store. It's located in either Irmo or Seven Oaks South Carolina. If it were in Columbia I could have possibly made it.

I'm feeling better than I did on Friday...

Friday, May 30, 2025

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Friday, May 30, 2025

Something free was delivered this evening.

I haven't eaten much today. I haven't felt like eating.

I'm going somewhere tomorrow but I don't know if I will go all of the places I had planned...

Thursday, May 29, 2025

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Thursday, May 29, 2025

Thursday.

I attended a game day program at the library in my community this morning. While there I began to have a pain. It was horrible. I was hurting. I continued to play the game while in pain. I made it home and went to bed. I was in so much pain. I didn't know what to do. I didn't think it'd stop. I began to feel better after a long time.

I have plans for Saturday and Sunday....

Wednesday, May 28, 2025

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Wednesday, May 28, 2025

It's Wednesday. I didn't go to the free lunch I typically attend because I had to go and pick up some produce. I had a ride.

Last night was long. I didn't sleep well or long.

I'm trying to decide whether or not I feel up to going somewhere this evening.

I'm tired and I'm not feeling well...

Tuesday, May 27, 2025

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Tuesday, May 27, 2025

Tuesday.

I'm anxious.

Please help.

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Monday, May 26, 2025

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Monday, May 26, 2025

Monday evening. I'm cooking dinner. I had a late breakfast. I haven't eaten since then. I haven't done much today. I completed my daily sweepstakes and instant win games.

I watched the last episode of the current season of The Last of US.

I need to get to sleep earlier tonight.

I don't know what I'm doing tomorrow.

I have plans for Wednesday...

Sunday, May 25, 2025

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Sunday, May 25, 2025

Sunday.

I went to sleep late last night and I remained in bed later this morning.

I have no plans until Wednesday.

I need actual help. I need help obtaining my first career doing something that is appropriate for me and not something that someone who doesn't truly know me thinks is good for me.

I need to figure out my life including where I'll live. I know I'll need help with those things and more but I'm not receiving help with most of the things that I need help with...

Saturday, May 24, 2025

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Saturday, May 24, 2025

Saturday afternoon. I stayed in bed later today. I didn't feel like getting up.

I have no plans for today.

I live in one of the worst counties of one of the worst states in one of the worst countries in the world.

I want to find my first career but no one is willing to give me a chance because no one wants to hire someone like me.

I applied to a few job openings this morning.

I don't think anyone reads my blog...

Friday, May 23, 2025

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Friday, May 23, 2025

Friday afternoon.

I have plans this evening.

I applied to several job openings this morning.

I need to get my computer working again.

I don't feel like doing anything but there's so many things I would to get done...

Thursday, May 22, 2025

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Thursday, May 22, 2025

Thursday. I woke up around 5 AM this morning. I completed my daily sweepstakes and instant win games. I went back to sleep. It's hot. I don't feel up to doing much today.

I have plans tomorrow evening...

Wednesday, May 21, 2025

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Wednesday, May 21, 2025

Wednesday. I feel tired. I'm considering going to the center this evening but I don't know if I feel up to going anywhere. I had a ride to Walmart this morning.

I'm hopeful about things getting better...

Tuesday, May 20, 2025

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Tuesday, May 20, 2025

Tuesday.

I have plans for today.

I don't know what to do. I have ideas but I don't have the funds to do anything.

I have plans tomorrow evening and Friday evening...

Monday, May 19, 2025

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Monday, May 19, 2025

It's Monday afternoon and I'm considering what to do today and I want to do so many things but I also don't want to do anything. I want to go back to sleep.

I have plans Tuesday Wednesday and Friday.

Yesterday was a long day. I pushed myself yesterday because I had two things I wanted to do and now I'm overwhelmed and tired.

I'm considering what I should focus on because I usually end up overwhelmed and not getting anything done. Typically I have too many options so I do nothing...

Sunday, May 18, 2025

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Sunday, May 18, 2025

Sunday.

I have plans for today.

I have plans for several days of the rest of May.

I hope that someone out there will be willing to help me. I have been sharing my links on my blogs in hopes of reaching anyone who could help me. ..

Saturday, May 17, 2025

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Saturday, May 17, 2025

Saturday. The Queer Game night was canceled. I've taken a few naps today. I was very tired after yesterday.

I have plans for tomorrow. I also have plans for Tuesday Wednesday and Friday.

I am considering what I can do tonight...

Friday, May 16, 2025

 Friday, May 16, 2025

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Thursday, May 15, 2025

 Thursday, May 15, 2025

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Thursday.

I have no plans for today.

I have plans for tomorrow evening.

I have no idea what I'm doing...

Wednesday, May 14, 2025

 Wednesday, May 14, 2025

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Wednesday. I went after some produce this morning. I am going to the dinner I go to most Wednesday evenings.

The Queer Game night this Saturday has been canceled. I plan to attend the Queer Collective Friday. I have plans for Sunday. I have more plans for the rest of next week.

I've been watching the new season of Andor. I plan to continue reading the book I checked out from the library in my community. I hope to finish it today so I can start reading the other book I checked out...

Tuesday, May 13, 2025

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Tuesday, May 13, 2025

It's Tuesday. I went to sleep late last night. It was after 3. I woke up several times early today and kept going back to sleep.

I rode my bicycle to the D&D program at the center yesterday. I was given a ride home. On the way to the center I picked up a large half priced smoothie from Smoothie King.

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I also have a Gofundme which I doubt will ever get funded. I need help but I doubt anyone is going to help me.

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Monday, May 12, 2025

 Monday, May 12, 2025

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Monday, May 12, 2025

Monday.

Yesterday I went to the center for ice cream Sundays. I had one. I could have painted a pot for a plant but I wasn't feeling like painting anything.

I went to the library in the town across the river from my community. I attended a zine program. I had the zine I finished a couple of days ago and I was given 2 copies. Two copies are now available at the library. I began working on my next zine. I like making zines.

On my way home it rained and my clothes were soaked by the time I arrived home. ...

Sunday, May 11, 2025

 Sunday, May 11, 2025

Sunday.

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It's Mother's day.

I'm planning to go to the center today for a program. I plan to go from the center to the library in the town across the river from my community for a zine program.

I plan to attend the D&D program at the center tomorrow.

I never know how the weather will affect my plans...

Saturday, May 10, 2025

 Saturday, May 10, 2025

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Saturday morning. It's early. I woke up early today and I have completed my sweepstakes and instant win games for today.

I'm planning to go to the museum for the sensory morning and on my way home I will have a free lunch.

I don't know what else I will do today. I have plans for tomorrow and Monday depending on the weather.

I keep going. I keep getting up and going through each day with the hope that today will be the day that things begin to get better...

Friday, May 09, 2025

 Friday, May 09, 2025

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I went to bed late yesterday and I stayed in bed later this morning.

I'm planning to attend the Autism program at the library in the town across the river from my community. Tomorrow morning I'm going to museum and a place for a free lunch. I have plans for Sunday and Monday...

Thursday, May 08, 2025

 Thursday, May 08, 2025

Thursday.

I'm posting the full version of this on my Patreon.

I was planning to attend the open mic that I was invited to but it looks like I won't be going anywhere today due to the weather.

I have plans for the rest of the week but my plans could change depending upon the weather.

I still haven't received any contributions to my fundraiser. I knew that no one would give...

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Wednesday, May 07, 2025

 Wednesday, May 07, 2025

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Wednesday morning.

I'm considering going to the DMV to obtain a free ID.

I'm planning to go by Krispy Kreme for a free donut.

I remember meeting the few guys that I was attracted to and wishing I could meet them again.

I liked spending time with them.

It's not just getting my dick sucked or topping or bottoming a cute guy.

It's about spending time with a guy who I'm comfortable with and enjoy being around.

Will I ever have a first career.

I keep applying and I almost never get an interview.

I have no idea what I'm doing.

I keep thinking that tomorrow will be the day in which things begin to work out.

I'm tired. I do not have much energy left. I am not motivated to do anything most days.

I feel self conscious and uncertain about myself.

I wonder if I'll ever have a first boyfriend.

I've included a few of my websites above. I don't think anyone will read this but if someone were

To read this I hope they will visit and share my links.

I.feel ugly. I hate my body and the way I look.

My dick isn't large when not aroused.

The size of my penis varies based on my mood.

I often hate conversations because I don't know what to say.

I have plans for this week and I hope that the weather is good for those plans...

Tuesday, May 06, 2025

Tuesday, May 06, 2025

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Tuesday.

I didn't get the job at the bowling alley.

I'm doing some laundry.

I don't plan to go anywhere today.

I'm considering what else I should do today.

I have plans for the rest of the week but my plans could change due to the weather.

These hours alone I think about things. I think about the future and the past.

I hope things will improve soon...

Monday, May 05, 2025

 Monday, May 05, 2025

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Monday.

I have my interview today at the bowling alley. It's not a specific time but anytime during a certain hour.

I'm unsure of myself. I have some ideas and goals. There are things I would like to do but I don't have the money or resources for anything.

I will continue to apply to job openings.

I have plans for this week but I don't know what the weather will be like...

Sunday, May 04,2025

 Sunday, May 04,2025

Sunday.

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I went to the Queer Game night yesterday.

I'm planning to attend the dinner this evening.

Last night I had a difficult time going to sleep. I woke up several times. 

I have lunch plans.

I have plans for this week.

Saturday, May 03, 2025

 Saturday, May 03, 2025

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Saturday.

I woke up later than usual this morning.

I'm going to the Queer Game Night this evening. I have a ride.

I'm planning to attend the dinner tomorrow evening.

I have a job interview at a bowling alley on Monday.

I'm uncertain about everything.

I need a place to live. I want my first career. I need my first boyfriend.

I feel weird about my body and my appearance. I feel weird about myself.

I often look in the mirror and see someone that isn't me.

I have a penis. I have these varying feelings towards my dick.

I'm not getting rid of it but sometimes I have this feeling that's difficult to describe.

I look at it and touch it and I feel as though it's foreign to me.

I'm open to dating if a guy were to ask me. I want a boyfriend, a LTR.

I don't want to be with someone I'm not attracted to and someone I'm comfortable with..

I've had so many experiences and some were very unique experiences. One time I met an older man.

I spent a few days with him. He sucked my cock several times.

At one point we were in a motel with some others. They were older people.

I was horny. This really big guy offered to help me.

I laid on the bed. He got on top of me. My dick was in him but he wasn't tight. I never finished.

I once was at a house. It wasn't your typical house.

I don't know how to describe it but the rule was you had to remove your clothes.

I met an older man. He ended up sucking my dick in one of the rooms as a few people watched.

I've had some interesting experiences.

I'm tired. I want my dick sucked. I want a boyfriend.

I want to wrap my legs around him with him deep inside me.

I want to be inside of him.

I hate being alone so much.

I've imagined if I could focus and get things done.

I have plans and goals. I need to figure out what to do and how to get myself to do these things.

I often look back on my life and the various experiences I've had...

Those hours in a van with his hand, inside of my shorts, grabbing my cock.

His penis in my mouth.

The two of us kissing.

Is my penis long enough? Is it thick enough? It looks different at different times.

I've received compliments on my cock. I don't if anyone finds me attractive.

I need to find my first boyfriend...

Friday, May 02, 2025

 Friday, May 02, 2025

Friday.

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I picked up free flowers from Lowe's this morning.

Tomorrow evening I'm going to the Queer Game Night.

Sunday I'm planning to go a dinner in the evening. 

I've applied to so many different jobs over the last few days. I doubt I'll get any of them.

I'm anxious about the future.

Thursday, May 01, 2025

 Thursday, May 01, 2025

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Thursday.

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I have a meeting with Able SC today.

I'm planning to go to Lowes tomorrow for a free flower.

I've planned to go to a craft program at the library in my community on Saturday

as well as the Queer Game Night but there's a strong chance of strong thunderstorms for Saturday.

I'm uncertain about everything. I have ideas for what I'd do if I had the finances and resources but

I don't have any finances and a limited amount of resources.

I don't have a support system. I'm trying to figure out what to do on my own.

One reason I no longer go to a church building is because I've seen what they are and how they're

Only about the money. In general they don't help people. If there are churches out there that help people

They could help me.

I'm going to continue sharing my fundraiser though I doubt it will be funded.

I need to do something with my writing and photography and video. I should be making money from

These things.

I have different ideas for my living situation but not the means to implement anything.

I need help but not useless advice...