Monday, November 17, 2025

Monday, November 17, 2025

 Monday, November 17, 2025




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Monday, November 17, 2025

Monday.

I haven't felt like posting these past few days.

As far as I know I'm moving out of this facility Wednesday. I have no idea where I'm going.

I'm trying to get through these last couple of days being here...



Friday, November 14, 2025

Friday, November 14, 2025

 Friday, November 14, 2025




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Friday, November 14, 2025

Friday night.

I've been relaxing today.

I'm catching up on shows on streaming.

I'm counting down the days until my eviction day. Wednesday is the day I'm being evicted...



Tuesday, November 11, 2025

Tuesday, November 11, 2025

 Tuesday, November 11, 2025




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Tuesday, November 11, 2025

Tuesday night.

It's been cold where I'm currently residing. I've walked outside some but exercised indoors mostly. I've also been watching a show on streaming.

I keep thinking about my life after this place...



Monday, November 10, 2025

Monday, November 10, 2025

 Monday, November 10, 2025




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Monday, November 10, 2025

Friday afternoon I left here for a camping trip to the mountains. I went with my church.

It was great. My two best friends were there. I shared a bed with one of my two best friends in a converted horse trailer. The place we went also had two bathrooms with showers.

Friday on the way there we stopped at

Walmart

McDonald's

Speedway

McDonald's

Ingles

Saturday we went hiking to Rainbow Falls. It was 3 miles round-trip.

The trip came at a perfect time...


Thursday, November 6, 2025

again

He was there
Beneath the street light
I fight sleep
I dream in memory awake
Finding him there.
He appeared
We were in my room.
He was on top of me
My legs around his body
I wanted him more than anything else.
I needed every inch of him
I need every moment with him
Until he went away
Never to be in my life again...

fade away

I woke up
In the middle of a dream,
Still dreaming
I spoke out loud,
Can you follow me now
I'm going places in my mind
The kind of thing you remind yourself
Is just a little thing you do sometimes.
I found myself here
Alone in this room
Wishing I knew
Where I'd be next
But the dream lingering 
Fades completely away...

Thursday, November 06, 2025

 Thursday, November 06, 2025





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Thursday, November 06, 2025

I'm tired. I've been overwhelmed these past few days.

I'm currently watching streaming on my TV and listening to music on phone while writing this on my tablet.

The trans longue support group on Zoom I was planning to attend tonight has been canceled.

I'm excited about the camping trip with my church this weekend.

I have no idea what I'm doing but I keep going. I can't give up...


Wednesday, November 5, 2025

Wednesday, November 05, 2025

 Wednesday, November 05, 2025





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Wednesday, November 05, 2025

Wednesday.

It was too late last night after the trans longue support group on Zoom to do my blog.

Yesterday was a long day. My guardian ad litem came by yesterday.

I've exercised and walked today.

The Feastables chocolate I won arrived today.

I'm looking forward to camping this weekend...



Monday, November 3, 2025

Monday, November 03, 2025

 Monday, November 03, 2025



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Monday, November 03, 2025

Monday night.

I'm looking forward to the weekend and camping with my church.

I haven't done much today. I walked and I exercised. I watched streaming.

I have another support group on Zoom with trans longue. This one takes place the first and third Thursday of each month.



Sunday, November 2, 2025

Sunday, November 02, 2025

 Sunday, November 02, 2025




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Sunday, November 02, 2025

Sunday night.

I went to New Day Church this morning.

It's been a long day.

I'm watching Christ Chapel of the Valley on FB at the moment.

I'm looking forward to being back in California but I'm going to miss the people I know here and the people I've known back home.

I miss the routines I had at home...


Saturday, November 1, 2025

Saturday, November 01, 2025

 Saturday, November 01, 2025




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Saturday, November 01, 2025

Today was great overall. My friend Julie took me to cracker barrel and Walmart. It was great seeing her.

When she brought me back to the facility I'm being held by DSS I was told by the staff here that DSS told them that I have to tell the staff here, in advance, whenever I go somewhere so they can tell DSS.

I'm tired of being a prisoner here.



Sunday, February 15, 2026

Sunday, February 15, 2026 It's been awhile since I've posted on here. My goal is to begin posting each day on a daily basis. I may n...