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Saturday, April 5, 2025

Saturday, April 05, 2025

It's Saturday and I have plans for today. I'm going to a program at 2 and then I will go to the Queer Game Night. I'm planning on going to the dinner tomorrow.

I have no idea what else I'm doing next week.

I often look back on the times when I would meet guys from the internet. Many of these guys were older men who'd suck my dick. There were some who were my age. There were a few who I was attracted to and I'd been open to a relationship with if I had thought that a relationship was an option.

I have never had a boyfriend. I want my first boyfriend.

There are some things I need to get done but it's just overwhelming.

I don't know what I'm doing. I just drift through each day hoping that tomorrow will be better.

Friday, April 4, 2025

Friday, April 04, 2025

I went to Lowes this morning for a free reward through the rewards program. I received a small Lowes bucket with a dog plush and 2 pins.

I went to Aldis tu utilize the gift card that I won. I bought 2 sets of food storage containers.

I'm going to 2 places tomorrow. I hope that the weather will be nice tomorrow and Sunday.

I'm expecting a Squishmallow and an old cartoon on DVD to be delivered today.

It's warm and I'm trying to work towards organizing my stuff...

Thursday, April 3, 2025

Thursday, August 03, 2025

I was considering going to a program at the library in my community this morning but I was too tired from yesterday. I'm planning to go somewhere tomorrow morning. Saturday is the Queer Game Night and another program somewhere else. Sunday is the dinner but I don't know if I'll be able to go because of the weather.

I'm tired. I need to go through my stuff and organize it and downsize.

I'm planning to have a monthly zine soon.

I have things to do but I'm too tired to do much of anything today...

Wednesday, April 2, 2025

Wednesday April 02, 2025

It's early on a Wednesday morning. I've completed my daily sweepstakes and instant win games for the day including entry into the HGTV giveaway for a house in Texas. I'm awake early today because I'm going to the Autism program I attended last year. I'm up early because I have a ride to the event.

I know that certain changes in my life are going to happen but I don't know how to deal with them.

I don't think anyone reads my blogs.

I want my first boyfriend soon but I don't see that happening. I want and need to find my first career but I'd have better odds of winning the lottery without buying a lottery ticket.

I'm here in bed wondering what today will be like. I'm wondering what will happen next...

Tuesday, April 1, 2025

Tuesday April 01, 2025

I had breakfast at Dunkin today. I'll post on my social videos of what I had including a free cold brew.

I'm feeling tired. Tomorrow is going to be a long day with the Autism program. I will leave early in the morning.

Saturday is the Queer Game Night.

Monday, March 31, 2025

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I'm not going anywhere today or tomorrow. I have plans for Wednesday.

I don't know what I'm doing today and tomorrow.

I ordered 2 bedspreads and a sheet set from Ikea....

Sunday, March 30, 2025

I stayed home today because the forecast called for thunderstorms and because I was so tired from yesterday.

I've written more poems today. I'm planning to make a zine with short stories and poetry. I'm considering a monthly zine.

I'm not planning to go anywhere tomorrow due to possible thunderstorms.

I do have plans for the rest of this week.

I'm hopeful that I'll have a boyfriend soon.

I made a new friend yesterday.

I'm cooking at the moment.

I'm still uncertain about everything...