Thursday, May 07, 2026
It's Thursday evening. I'm on my bed in this facility in the middle of nowhere. I'm still in DSS custody waiting for my benefits. I have my Medicaid, my disability has been approved, but I'm still waiting for social security to allow me to be my own payee and approve my social security.
I need to know how much I will make per month so I can apply for housing benefits and affordable housing.
I'm tired of being here. I miss her and the life I once had at home. It's weird for me to say it but I miss that house. I miss my bedroom. I miss my things. Everything I had, including money, was stolen while I have been in DSS custody.
I'm tired. I'm anxious. I'm depressed.
I need to move forward with my life.
My hope is to receive my social security and secure housing in California. I also need to figure out how to move me and the stuff I now have to California. I have an exercise bike I would like to keep that I won while in custody.
I want to travel via Amtrak. I've been interested in riding Amtrak. I wish I could get a room instead of a seat so that my meals would be included and I'd have privacy.
I walked to a few places today. I have to walk miles to get to the places I can get to...
