Monday, January 13, 2025

 Monday, January 13, 2025

I wonder if it's possible for me to find my first boyfriend and obtain my first career. I  feel like I can't do anything to change my life for the better. 

I received fabric samples for a wedding dress today. I often imagine meeting someone someday and him proposing to me. I imagine our wedding and I was recently considering what I would wear to my wedding.

I spend most of my time alone. 

I don't feel like doing much of anything but there's so much I want to do...

I want to learn how to play drums. I have a drum set but not a space to have it setup.

I want to have my own home and space to do the creative things that interest me.